i want to love dont know why...

sometimes

there is no reason

sometimes

there is no purpose

you do it without any intention

sometimes

you dont have anything to say or listen

i have been silenced,

" for i have rarely been heard

and even rarely understood"

m dead

though my heart beats with bursts of desire.

m eternally depressed

with the fact that i used to be so happy

i try

but cant succeed

as the efforts were not indeed

there is restlessness

there is desperation

m sad

where my life is now

m sad

that i have made you sad

i cry

that you have cried for me

i dont know where it goes

but i cant helpmy woes

still.... i want to share

but ... dont know where

i want to be happy

n then i think ain't I ??

i want my feelings to show

but how

i want to love

dont know why.......